Numb

I walk around numb as can be

I feel nothing anymore

Everything is in a haze

A fog that never lifts

Its not that I have tried to change

I have, and I have nothing

Nothing to show

Nothing to have

Nothing to hold

Just nothing

It's a lost cause

The path is set

Nothing can be done to change it

Fate is far gone

Hope and Faith

Still for a better day

All I do

It try to is find my place

To be a warning

A step for those to weak

I push them closer

Closer as I fall further

In hopes to change just the right life

Still the numb kills everything

But when you are numb

You feel no pain

And when you have no pain

You are immortal

Able to be stronger than before

Able to fight longer

Able to stand against the winds

Able to be a rock for the others

Able to help them when they need it

So bring on the numb

I have nothing

Nothing except to help the others

The others that I still care for

Even when I numb

I reach out for them

Grab the by the hand

In only hopes to help them

If I can save them

While I go down on my own ship

It is worth it all

Worth every moment that I have to suffer in the end

To see that they have made it thru

While I am left to fend

The numb is not meant to save me

It is used to save others

And it only takes one to be equal

And the numb is so worth it