Date?

So i hung out with someone that i knew, and i know that he kinda likes me, and i was thinking, Mmmmmm i hope this really isnt a date.

Well turns out it kinda was, cause he insisted on paying for everything. (im not saying that was a bad thing). But still.

I wanted to catch up on things, and most of the night was just weird, and then after him paying for everything i knew that he didnt just want me to kick him to the curb and tell him goodbye. So i made out with him, and pretty much just wanted it to end, kept counting the minutes until i could say bye.

It just that he is a nice friend but not really anyone to date, that and i pretty much just used him for free ice cream, movie, and dinner. And the fact that i dont find him attractive.

And the biggest thing, i kinda already gave my heart away to my Ex, whom i think about quite a bit.

I did feel gross afterwards and kinda wanted to just get away. I just dont know about this whole dating thing. Maybe im just dating the wrong people. or maybe, most likely, im just not over my Ex.