So today i have been feeling really lonely and wishing that i had someone. I saw my Ex today and i missed him, but i know that he is back with God. And even tho i miss him the bad times still keep me away, i know that i have to move on right now. It really hard right now, but i think that i will make it thru. i know that my Ex is having a hard time but it on the right path, and is better off without me. So im somewhat moving on and trying something new.
I want to date some people, i have never really dated at all, it would be nice, to date.
So i have been looking for some people to go on dates with.
the first is Lunch Guy, he is a year older than me and i see him a lot at lunch, i have talked to him a few different times online, and by a few i mean that i send him a msg and he sent one back. But hey its a start, which is always good.
And the second is Club Guy, i saw him the other weekend at the club and was pretty sure that he was interested he is shorter than me and about my age. But i didnt get to talk to him, he left before i could get a chance, so hopefully he will be there when i go back the next time.
So maybe im not so good at this dating thing.
Eh who knows, right now i would be happy with a cuddle buddy, thats what i really need right now.
So its hard by i try not to go to my friends that much about all of this, they have their own problems to worry about. So i just live day by day.
But it would be a better day if i had someone to cuddle with every once in a while.
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