What about another year

Ill be honest...

the real world scares me to death. There are days in which i would love to be out in the real world doing amazing things. And other times that i have no clue what i am going to do when i get out into the real world.

I am honestly thinking about another year in college picking up some minors and such while i have a bit more time to add upon what i would like to do when i get to the real world, as well as try to let the recession start to let up on its death grip. I would love to pick up a few languages, the first two would be German and Spanish. As well as add onto my urban planning minor with things such as sustainability, transit, and neighborhood/community planning.

And when i get out into the real world part of people knows that i might just fall flat on my face. Which i am glad i have my job right now to keep me stable. i know that it will be there when i need to go back to something. But looking down the road im not sure if i want to be an Urban Planner, other things that i have thought about is to do something with a youth group, but i know that would be hard with me being gay and all. And then even other things would be dealing with the paranormal and such, which i do love by all means, im just not sure that it is me. There are some other things but all of them are just floating right now. I just feel confused by a lot of things right now. And part of me justs wants that extra year to think things thru. But at the moment im like do i even want another year, or would i even make it thru another year???

Too much to think about at this point ill have to think about this at another point, once i have gotten more information upon the subject at hand and talked to a few people about all of it.