And off I Go?

I dont know what im gonna do after college, and it scares me a bit, part of me just wants to go off to a big city somewhere far from family at home for a while. Just so i can be myself for once and not have people freaking out about it all the time. At the same time knowing that i have a pile of loans that i have to pay off after college isnt exciting at all either. So part of me wants to stay in college get a few minors and then go. Im not sure about anything just yet. Why does it all have to be sooo confusing about what to do.