Is it possible to be jealous of a fictional relationship? seriously. Gah, right now i just need someone who is more than a friend to just lay with and take a nap, just once, that would be great. i would feel sooooo much better after that.
I dont know why im just kinda blah right now, ill get over it, but it would be nice to have someone just for a night even to just be close to. Dont even care about the whole sex thing. Just closeness, physical closeness and i would be ok with that.
Meh its prob me just being stupid right now. Pretty sure that i have overloaded my system, having been trying to do a few too many thing in the past week. I seem to do that, for not doing a lot, i still try to do it all. Even if i dont have time for it. Seems to have been catching up with me, sleeping right thru my alarm, i usally at least wake up turn it off and then go back to sleep. Nope not this time. Gah stupid system being overloaded.
It would be nice to have that closeness, and do nothing for a day, except watch tv drink some juice and be close to that person who is missing. no talking, no nothing, just juice, tv and being close. that would be a nice reset day for me.
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