Well i wasnt expecting something like this to happen at all, i wasnt really looking for anything. But it just happened, what was i spose to do, run the other way??? I dont think so. He gives me those butterflies, not just the kind that flutter, the kind that go CRAZY, and he makes me blush. Not many guys can do that, not many at all. We both have been falling fast, but what to take things slow, and know each other. And for once i feel really happy, truely happy.
But at the same time that good has been happening, i have hurt others, and im sorry for that, i should have stopped i should have seen what was happening with them, i guess i really didnt care that much. but he needs time to heal right now, even if i did tell him up front what was happening, its still my fault. I really want to introduce him to some other guy that i could possible see it working out with him. But i should have stopped things long ago.
Gah, i guess the good comes with the bad.
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