Picture

I saw that picture today
I don’t know why it affected me so
Everything seemed to melt away
The pain came back
The hurt still there
I still don’t know how this came to bare
One minute just there
The next, back in that same black hole
I can’t believe that I fell in there
I hurt the first time; you think I would know better
But I am just a fool
It is now burned into my memory, with not much to do
Now I have to start erasing that picture all over again
The one that I woke up with inside my head
I saw that picture in my head today
Don’t want it to be there any way
So I have to erase it once more
But part of me is still not sure
And I saw that picture again