All Men Can...

::VIDEO:: This is quite funny.

Seriously, He just needs to stop being so amazingly adorable....

... It's just not fair!!!

http://www.buzzfeed.com/whitneyjefferson/josh-hutcherson-adopts-a-puppy

It's Videos like this that can help make a day better.

I won't lie and say every day is easy, cause it's not. With parents that treat it like the elephant in the room, if we don't talk about it, it isn't really there. Not many close gay friends to hang out with in the area. And family friends that just don't want to know. It is the little things that build up over time and just wear me out, and beat me down. And I just feel like I dont want to do anything. Some days it's just a fake it thru with a smile and a laugh and continue on. Get to many of those and your body will start to show the wear and tear of them. And with sleeping and eating not being a regular thing the body reacts more to the stresses. I just try to zone out and go into a different place, but then a video like this gives me a bit of hope and reminds that it will get better someday. If a BYU student can go thru and deal with these things then I know that I can as well.




While I won't say it will always be easy, and I can't promise that I won't fake a smile and a laugh some days. I am looking for the day where it will start to get better.

Bully - A Documentary that needs your help.

A story following 5 young kids that have been bullied in school. Showing what the effects are and what the horrible outcome can be for some while others will find a saving grace in a friend or grownup that will stand up for them.

"I just heard that the Potion Picture Association of America has given an 'R' rating to "Bully" -- a new film coming out that document the epidemic of bullying in American schools. Because of the R rating, most kids won't get to see this film. No one under 17 will be allowed to see the movie, and the film won't be allowed to be screened in American middle schools or high schools" 


"I can't believe the MPAA is blocking millions of teenagers from seeing a movie that could change - and, in some cases, save - their lives. According to the film's website, over 13 million kids will be bullied this year alone. Think of how many of these kids could benefit from seeing this film, especially if it is shown in school?" 


Below is the trailer for the movie and the link to sign the petition.

Sign the Petition Now. http://www.change.org/petitions/mpaa-don-t-let-the-bullies-win-give-bully-a-pg-13-instead-of-an-r-rating

Wow, just makes me like him even more.

Not only is he an up and coming hottie, but part of a Gay Straight Support Group. Just too bad he is on the straight side of things.

Hotties from the Super Bowl.

Just a few of the Hotties from this post http://www.buzzfeed.com/whitneyjefferson/hotties-of-the-super-bowl

They still have some cute guys even though they are on the losing te

am.

Wes Welker: "Most Likely To Be Featured On A Pin-Up Calendar"

Niko Koutouvides: "Most Likely To Have A Greek Heritage"

Devin McCourty: "Most Likely To Be On Time To Class"

Nate Solder: "Most Likely To Look More Like A Soccer Player Than A Football Player"

And now some time for some of the hotties from the winning team!

Steve Weatherford: "Most Likely To Spend Wayyyy Too Much Time At The Gym"

Travis Beckum: "Preppiest"

Tyler Sash: "Most Likely To Still Be Listening To Dashboard Confessional"

Devin Thomas: "Most Likely To Give You The Bedroom Eyes"

Wanna see more of the hotties from both teams? Check out this post http://www.buzzfeed.com/whitneyjefferson/hotties-of-the-super-bowl

Someone is aging well.

God Bless the men who age well.





Oh David Beckham, how amazing you are.

2012 & The Year of Dragon.

The only thing I want to do this year, get my own place and read at least 1 book every 2 weeks.

Thats all i have. 

They say im getting sucked into the blah of the town, and being depressed.  My first thought is, doesnt telling a person that they are being depressed make them more depressed? My second thought is, whats so wrong with getting sucked into the blah of this town, everyone else does it, why not me? 

Yes I know that im spose to be better that those that got sucked in, but right now i really dont care. Im just living from day to day at the moment right now.  

One day ill wake up and change that, but right now im enjoying the blah of the town. 

I do have hopes and dreams but right now, for some reason those dont seem to matter. The only thing that does it just making it day to day at the moment. 

between living at home, having been single for so long, having a low paying job with very few hours, and being told no, and we decided to go with someone different over the past few years. I just need some time to regroup and regather and then go on. 

They say i should be sleeping and eating on a normal schld. Normal for who? and that i need to stop going out and partying all the time, when im not even partying and just hanging out with friends. They will soon say to get out and do things and stop being depressed after they have said you need to stay in and get back on track. Say i should get sad about being shut out of jobs, well why waste my time and energy crying over it? and arent i spose to be depressed already? Why would i want to be more depressed???? 

Ugh, just stop doing these things, im just apathetic at the moment. Ill be back sometime soon. Im gonna put the be back soon sign out so they dont worry. I just need to figure something out and ill be better. And i dont know what all that will involve.