.... sometimes my family drives me crazy, they dont think that i can do anything by my self at all i swear. Ok maybe some things, but you get my drift. And since I am the "baby" in the family, i am left out of things that people dont think i should be a part of knowing until the very last second. Or the fact that it seems that all my points or ideas are not valid to be taken seriously.
Some examples.
Not knowing that my sister was going to buy my parents house till after the papers were signed for it.
Telling my parents there was a bad storm coming in and the weather will clear up enough tomorrow to take care of my sisters yard while she was gone. They want to go over anyway, we get there, the storm hits with lighting as i show them how to start the push mower before getting on the riding mower. I hit the kill switch on the mower and then head home only to drive thru 70 mph wind almost getting hit by a 18-wheeler, and have two branches fall on my car and then they dont leave me space to park in the garage and i have to run thru the storm and they just laugh about it all.
When making dinner they want to add bland things to cover up the taste of most foods, and my suggestions are overruled, and twice the amount of food is made in the end because of it, and then it sometimes is thrown out because it has gone bad.
And when i suggest or tell them that something needs to be done about a situation at work because it is unprofessional or is wasting time, money, space or turning people away. It is never taking seriously at all. But when i do something that is considered unprofessional, a small grammar error, or writing an informal email to someone i have to get talked to about it.
All of these and at the same time i was spose to have a job right out of college when only 2 people in my department out of the 20+ of us have a job in their field. And one of those is an internship they had last year with no promise of a job after the summer is over. And the fact that i dont have a job like that supporting myself and such is a disappointment. When both of my sisters during this time in their life had to come back home for a while.
I am just sick and tired of the back and forth of what they want me to be. I am a college grad and should be treated as such, not like a 4yr that doesnt know how to do anything at all.
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