I think I blew it this time....

Sooooooo there has been this guy that I have been semi flirting with and I may have just passed up my last chance to see him. I just walked away and said see ya later, as if it was no big deal. When really he is an amazing guy and I might have missed my last chance cause I was to worried about the future and lost sight of the now.

I really do hope to get another chance. Its almost like when I really do like someone I don't want to rush things and end up ruining it from the start. Its like ill infect the normal people with my dark and twisty insides. And I just need a dark and twisty person, even tho that doesn't work out.

So I might have found a Ianto but I just might have passed up my final chance. I just hope I get another when I'm out at the bars or something.
Brian