Lets go Dating

So its about time to get back on the date train. Go out, have fun, and meet some great guys. And honestly there are two very different guys out there right now. I have one who just happens to be almost twice my age, and even tho he is older than i am he seems great, has fun, great personality, and i can actually talk to him about things, and it just not all about sex with him. And even though he has a fun kid side to him, there is not that high school drama thing that people tend to have as well. No little drama is a good thing. The only bad thing is that he is quite a bit older than me. Only if i was older or he was a bit younger, than things would be great. We have kissed and there seemed to be some thing nice there, the age thing still bothers me a bit, but honestly i would like to spend some more personal time with him and get to know him better and see where things go from there.

Then there is the guy who i work with, and he is still kinda young, and not by age, more so by mentality. There is a lot that he still has not been thru, as well as he does have a ex that things and wrapped up and tangled and confusing. I have been down the road before. So he is also someone that i work with. And i have never really seen people that work together, unless they are married, work out too well. And then when things are done, then you still have to work with them. When you still have to work with them things can get awkward and messy. So he is nice and great and we have gotten to spend some personal time with him a few times. We have gotten close when we have spent time together, but still havent kissed. I feel like that will set the ball into motion really fast, and honestly i dont think either one of us are ready for that.

I think that there is someone out there, i just have to look a little bit, work on who i am, and be a bit more confident in my personality, and work on a few things. But i feel like i will find someone. Just need to figure out what i am doing in life a bit first.