SC2 push, one of the biggest competions of the summer for work.
I almost dont know where to start, i just kinda hate the whole thing, and wonder why could God let shit like this happen and just not do anything about it.
With close friends having such a hard time with life, having family problems, relationship problems, and dealing with losing close people all at the same time. Sometimes i have a really hard time wrapping my mind around why the hell God would let something like that happen.
I wish i could go up there and just call Him out on stuff and ask why and how He could just let that happen to people. In these times i do have a very tough time talking to God, cause usually Im yelling at Him. And i know that He will just sit there and let me yell, which sometimes i want Him to yell right back at me. Just so i know that its not all in vain and that there was a purpose for all of the bad things that happen to people. So when i do tell them that there is a reason for it all and that it will be ok, that i believe it that it really will, instead of think of how the hell im going to help them thru this, and hope blindly that something will work out.
All i ask for in times like these, is just one. One reason. One at all that will give me a reason why, or a glimpse that everything WILL really be ok in the end.
And i have to give people credit for the strength that some of my close friends have showed over the past few weeks. I know that i prob could have not have handled that much in my life all at once.
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