Welcome into the Light

I would like to welcome you into the light
even though I am not here myself
I want to show you around

Here is what you have been looking for
Here are your answers

I want you to know what this light is
I want you to stay here,
Even though I am not here

I know the light
But pushed you instead of me
Gave you the light
Even though I need it just as much

I wanted to make sure that you were safe
Wanted to make sure that you were happy
I wanted to give you anything that I could

I knew that I could give you the light
I know that you will be better now
I know that you will be happy now

The question is,
Will I find the light in time?
I know its there,
But it seems out of reach

What will truly make me happy,
After something so great with you?

Will the light be enough,
To fill my aching heart?

I would like to welcome you into the light
even though I am not here myself
I want to show you around