God are you there???

God

Are you there? Sometimes i think you have been hiding. Or i have been looking in all the wrong places. Sometimes i am angry of all things that you have put me thru. Why did you do all that. When did i ever sign up for that. I did want any of this. Gah sometime i just want to scream at you and run the other way. But i know that there is a reason for all of this. Sometimes i can understand about it all, but sometimes i just wonder, what the hell was that for?????

I know that i dont ask for much, but a little bit of help would be nice. Mainly a sign to reasure me that i am going the right way in life. Sometime i feel like im lost and alone. Yes i know that im not, and that you have made sure of that. But it would be nice to see them everyonce in a while, maybe talk to them for a while, or is that aginst the rules. I dont know. Anyway I just want to make sure that you are still there, and to inform you that im still here. Dont forget about me. And to have a sign every once in a while would be great too. I understand that there are many people that need Ya more than i do. But a quick check in would be great.



Thanks