Weekend of Single-ness

So this weekend was great i just must say, i do enjoy the fact that i am single and just able to have fun and just have fun.

I went to a 21 bday party and it was great, i was enjoying the night quite a bit. It was a great way to ring in their 21st. Not to mention that i was kissed by 4 people. Some were random. And one was really pretty nice. It was real life totally unscripted, unplanned, and lived to the fullest.

And lets just say that i got to spend some time with Journalism Guy, which was really nice. This is the one that i have just been talking back and forth with, well things went past talking.

Life Unscripted is just great. Enjoying life to the fullest and trying to find joy in the smallest parts of life.

Out there again

Well im single again.

For those who want to know what was going on, ill fill ya in.

Things were great with the two of us, ArchGrad was a great guy and everything. Just the fact that we really never had time to see each other just wasnt working out to well. The fact that it was pretty much dating from all along helped move in back into just dating again. And the fact that i really wasnt ready for a relationship right now didnt help. If things go well and then i get out of college and then we have gotten quite close then i could see things working out.

But right not im single and its ok. Its nice. I dont have to invest time i dont have into a relationship right now. So that is great. Right now i just want to enjoy these last years of college with out having to worry about what would my significant other think about this.

So yep sexy single ready to mingle???

Ok i guess just single at this point lol.

A kiss for my Admirer

This is what i found on my door, still looking for the thoughtful person that put it there.

I would like to thank them personally.

God are you there???

God

Are you there? Sometimes i think you have been hiding. Or i have been looking in all the wrong places. Sometimes i am angry of all things that you have put me thru. Why did you do all that. When did i ever sign up for that. I did want any of this. Gah sometime i just want to scream at you and run the other way. But i know that there is a reason for all of this. Sometimes i can understand about it all, but sometimes i just wonder, what the hell was that for?????

I know that i dont ask for much, but a little bit of help would be nice. Mainly a sign to reasure me that i am going the right way in life. Sometime i feel like im lost and alone. Yes i know that im not, and that you have made sure of that. But it would be nice to see them everyonce in a while, maybe talk to them for a while, or is that aginst the rules. I dont know. Anyway I just want to make sure that you are still there, and to inform you that im still here. Dont forget about me. And to have a sign every once in a while would be great too. I understand that there are many people that need Ya more than i do. But a quick check in would be great.



Thanks