The Doctor is in

some times stress sneaks up on me, and yes it sucks, i have been thinking about things alot. And right now just seems like one of those times.

Sometimes in my life i feel like i am playing life doctor, most of the time i have to say it is nice to help people out, but sometimes i swear that i just am too stressed too fed up with the person or topic that its about that i dont even want to help. But something in me still helps out the person. Sometime i just wanna sit down and just tell my self all the problems, sit on the lounge and just talk everything out and come up with solutions. Who knows i just may do that. Sit and just talk out loud about everything.

But sometimes its a great life to help someone, like a random person that you dont know. I had a random person ask me for help on facebook and they were topics that i have been thru. These were very hard topics, and i was able to help a random person that i have never met and is not even in the same country. To me that was great to help someone that was going thru something that i have been thru. I really wish that i would have had some, or tried to find someone to help me thru those topics. Let me tell ya they werent the easiest to deal with. Family, being gay, religion, suicide, depression, and dealing with surviving highschool. Well lets just say that it wasnt the easiest to deal with. Thats why is was great helping someone that was going thru those same things. As well as talk to him later to see that he has been doing great.

Honestly it makes me feel like there WAS a reason that i went thru all of those things.

Makes me think that all of that wasnt just for nothing after all