Didn't I...... tell you....

"Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I love you?
Didn't we, didn't we, didn't we fly?
Know that I, know that I still care for you
But didn't we, didn't we say goodbye?"

We had our moment, but the night the other month brought all the good things back like it was yesterday.

I just can't get you out of my head. 

I know it stupid, we didn't work out the times we tried. People will say it was a blip in time, a brilliant flash, burning bright hot and gone in a white flash of flame. 

But now with as this time, you have crossed my mind. I secretly hoped to see you out that night, I left the ball in your court because I couldnt take the heartbreak to wake up next to you in the morning to find out it wouldnt work and you would be leaving.

Even now...  knowing that you are going to be leaving, most likely to never come back. You are still in my mind. You're the person I would want to come home to, wake up next to and spend my time with. You were different from everyone else in the best ways possible. 

Except, you were silent. Maybe because you couldn't open up, maybe because of family, maybe because you knew you were leaving. Or maybe because of me. 

Whatever it was, I still cared for you. Seeing you in person proved that for me.

Many might tell me, to focus on trying building other empires in business. I feel like I have sacrificed for love and not sure how to handle that decision. I hope both of us didn't miss our chance even if we end up happy in love with other people. 

"Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I love you?

Didn't we, didn't we, didn't we try?
Know that I, know that I still care for youTell me why good things have to die"