Someone is aging well.

God Bless the men who age well.





Oh David Beckham, how amazing you are.

2012 & The Year of Dragon.

The only thing I want to do this year, get my own place and read at least 1 book every 2 weeks.

Thats all i have. 

They say im getting sucked into the blah of the town, and being depressed.  My first thought is, doesnt telling a person that they are being depressed make them more depressed? My second thought is, whats so wrong with getting sucked into the blah of this town, everyone else does it, why not me? 

Yes I know that im spose to be better that those that got sucked in, but right now i really dont care. Im just living from day to day at the moment right now.  

One day ill wake up and change that, but right now im enjoying the blah of the town. 

I do have hopes and dreams but right now, for some reason those dont seem to matter. The only thing that does it just making it day to day at the moment. 

between living at home, having been single for so long, having a low paying job with very few hours, and being told no, and we decided to go with someone different over the past few years. I just need some time to regroup and regather and then go on. 

They say i should be sleeping and eating on a normal schld. Normal for who? and that i need to stop going out and partying all the time, when im not even partying and just hanging out with friends. They will soon say to get out and do things and stop being depressed after they have said you need to stay in and get back on track. Say i should get sad about being shut out of jobs, well why waste my time and energy crying over it? and arent i spose to be depressed already? Why would i want to be more depressed???? 

Ugh, just stop doing these things, im just apathetic at the moment. Ill be back sometime soon. Im gonna put the be back soon sign out so they dont worry. I just need to figure something out and ill be better. And i dont know what all that will involve.