Where was i for this???

So this thanksgiving i guess i can be thankful for being the last to be told that once im done with college i wont have a place to call home. My sister has been looking for a house for the past two years, since she has gone back to school and couldnt hold a job go to school and pay for a house. Now she is done with school has some loans paid back and now out and working. So she has been looking for a house, hasnt found something that works for her, so she came home and asked dad if she could buy the house from them. He said yes and the papers have been signed and everything is now in motion. Now my parents are looking to downsize to a smaller house for just them and my grandfather.

I had no idea that any of this was taken place untill my other sister brought it up randomly, and it was then explained to me. And i found out that home would no longer be home any more. And that when my lease for my house runs out here at college, i will be out of school and have no place to live. So buy Aug i will need to be on my own two feet, with a steady job, one that will kick start the rest of my life. As well as have my own place to live. I need to be completely independent by then with a steady financial income.

So honestly im kinda freaking out about everything from graduation to what kind of job im going to get, to where im going to live after Aug. And then after all of that i still have to be able to pay back my school loans. With so much change that is happening in the next year i am very unsure about life. not sure whats going to happen. Part of me is ok with not knowing. But the other half is freaking out enough for both parts of me.

Ranting and Raving

I decided to make a list of things that make me hate life, from today, and then things that i like today

Things i hate:
Student Loans
Stupid Studio Projects that even the professor hates
Small Dogs
Doors that dont work
Stupid people, when things are common sense, everyone should know it.
certain people that get on my nerves

Things i like:
Free Hug Friday People
Great amazing tv shows
parents helping out
Amazing breakfast food for lunch

Things that will make me happen this weekend:
Mini Porch Party
Cuddle time, and some talk time
Movies that i have been needing to see
Amazing November Movies (and maybe some Christmas ones as well)


Thats all for now.