Second Trust

I got hurt the first time
And now here we go again
I know it won’t work ou
Still I jump right in

I know that you don’t love me
I know what you have tried to do
It hurt and pinned me down
But stupid me, loves you

I have been hurt three times before
Still I seem stupid and blind
I know that it won’t happen
But I want to see more

I feel too needy
And I hate it so
I don’t know why

This is the second go around now
And I hate to love it
I don’t want to get hurt
I know that its only time

This love is a evil cruel mistress
And its got back under my skin
You and I have started up
And the only thing I ask is, when?

I got hurt the first time
Here we go again
I still know it won’t work
Still I jumped right in.

That Kiss

That Kiss
I love it to death
But this might be the last time

I thought that I was done
But that kiss
I just did it again

I thought I could get over it
Then you said
“I think I am falling for you”

As i was again

My heart skipped two beats
And then that kiss
The kiss I put in my memory
Just in case it was our last.

I thought I could just go
That kiss just hung on.
You say you might love me
And the kiss was there.

The Kiss
I love it to death
But it might just be the death of me.

Drowning

It’s the feeling that consumes me
Like trapped under water
The surface seems so far above.
You don’t know if you will make it

The more you fight,
The harder you swim
The deep you seem to sink into the abyss.

Part of you wonders
Is it even worth fighting for?
And the other is wondering
What am I fighting for?

I am tried of trying.
But I know that I cant give up.
So I am reaching towards the surface
Waiting for someone to reach for me

I keep sinking lower and lower into the darkness.
My hope and faith grows weak.
And I still sink down into the cold.
But I wake up everyday
In hope that someone will comes and rescue me.

~mooshka~