Trying to Fill the Hole

Why do I feel like this
I know that your sorry
I know that you hurt and I worry
You were there and told me how it was.

But I still have hurt
I don’t know weather I can go,
Back to that place that I once knew.
It just might be impossible to do

But I will fight the tears
And I will fight the fears
Just to try make it back there again

Part of me wishes that it would have never happen
I want to erase it all and start brand new.
But there is nothing that I can do

I just go on, like nothing is wrong
Because I should have seen it all along
It’s just like a stupid song.

So I want to say
That I’ll try to be better today
Even though I do not know the way
I will try to fight, till the dawn of the next day.

Broken Heart

My heart is broken, torn in two
it lays in pieces, and there is nothing that i can do.
i didnt know what i got into
when i played this game for two
i am such a stupid fool
for believing it too.....

Now i sit here
knowing what was done
and what I did
and those stupid things i cant unlive
but its too late to change it
i just can not erase it
i can just pick up the pieces
and use some glue
and try to unlove you.....

I know that it will be hard,
no one said that it was easy,
but its the right thing, that i have to do
i still cant believe that i was such a fool
for opening up to you
but now i know that i cant love you
i know that you might not understand
but it is something that i just can not man
i did something stupid
and now i have to move on
like it was never there
just a vague memory
that floats upon the air.....

I loved you
my heart broken, torn into
there is nothing else, that you or I can do
all I have left is to unlove you.....